almostlikefairyland said: Haha one ex, and then Tyson was an almost-dated-slash-lots-of-talking-and-flirting-and-waiting-and-confusion ;) crappy feelings, whatever you want to call it. I'm glad you're working through your awful time; treat yourself wonderfully as you deserve x
Men are ridiculous, it gets sillier as you get older, haha. It’s so hard not to think of what could have been if you just did something different, if you met them at a different time, if they didn’t move away, but God has a plan. It may seem like an annoying/He won’t even let me date the perfect guy??? type of plan but it’s there to teach you something :)
Yeah just passing the days until I get the letter in the mail for Curtin to do a degree i actually want to do, passing my year of a boring art major at a tiny university, waiting to start working in a month, waiting to make new friends, waiting to get better, waaaaaiting haha x
almostlikefairyland said: I think I told you about Tyson, right? The guy who was discerning between priesthood and a vocation to marriage whom I almost dated a few months ago? Yeah. He chose priesthood for Brisbane. And is in Canada studying for it. Woo. (Just an FYI)
I really did think your other ex left to go up north to join the priesthood??? Ahhh I can’t keep up ;) was it ever a proper relationship or was it just a mash up of feelings and ‘what it would be like to be with him…’ ? Revisiting the past always makes that cold wave of memories and love wash over you, fresh as though it was five minutes ago rather than months. Uuuuurgh….
Yes I’m alright, it’s been a while since the big incident/breakup and it’s still there, you know how it is. It still hurts like hell but all I can do is move forward. It’s been really, really lonely and I’ve been asked out by someone else but it just fizzled out, I think he lost interest and he’s too busy. Not bothered much anyway :) x
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Been feeling really unattractive the past month because of weight gain, but today a big box of clothes arrived in the mail, including this really cute bra:) I never spend money on lingerie but I couldn’t go past this and I love it.
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